Marijuana as medicine

I would love to try it but am to afraid to go get it

I fractured my back at work had a failed surgery an now suffer severe pain and i am talking severe. So here we go with my meds 8 Perc 10’s a day 4- 5mg valiums a day. 1 fyntanal 75mg every 2 days 1 20 mg Lyrica a day. Ambien cause Icant sleep 1 12.5 mg per day. 1 -40 mg Proton ix for my stomach cause all the meds are killing my stomach. 1 20 mg lexapro because im depressed not being able to work or enjoy my life which at this time is a living hell i cant do anything i enjoyed in the past .

Not being able to even go out I lost all my friends just about and gained 45lbs because i am always in so much pain i can hardly get exercise. I wont try it buy it because its Illegal if i do and get caught this is what happens. I will lose my comp will not receive SSD because its a felony basically will lose whatever kind of life that i have left and that’s very little.

So i say pass this let me try it. If it works that’s great for me. Maybe if it works that great i might be able to work again. If it does not i have no reason to want it. But each individual should have the choice to test anything that could make there quality of life better for themselves and not have to worrie about going to jail. I am not saying pass the bill for recreational use, just medical and medical only .

I’m wondering what the long terms effects will be to my liver and other organs taking the meds i am taking now. Would MJ do as much damage i don’t think so. Just think if you had to take all those meds on a daily basis day after day after day for the rest of your life. Don’t get me wrong i appreciate all my doctor has done to relieve me from my suffering but an alternative would be great for her to prescribe to me.. And no surgery is not a possibility for me but suffering is.